#6 - Everything Happens For A Reason -

July 09, 2012
Dear Flower,
In my Blog Post #3 - Attempted Murder -, i stated: "There's no real legitimate reason for me to be admitted to the Mental Health Clinic at Abbey J. Lane."

Let me say a few more things about that.

First of all, I doubt very much that, if it wasn't God's Will, i would even BE here. So, eat that one up.

Everything happens for **a reason**.

But that REASON is not necessarily understood by all the nurses and doctors here at this Mental Health Clinic as well as **I** understand it.

Intuition is pretty powerful stuff, extremely wise information; i have that, but i also have ignorance, i.e. that which can be perceived as being the truth when it *isn't*: it's called IGNORANCE.

The reason that *they're* (particularly my psychiatrist, i.e. the main decision maker) saying that i need to be here is not even close to the reason *i'm* saying i need to be here (or rather, why/how i'm benefiting from being here). I know and see what's going on; i understand that.

So, is that statement, "There's no real legitimate reason for me to be admitted to the Mental Health Clinic at Abbey J. Lane.", true? Yes, it is. However! This will all work out much more to my benefit in the future than *otherwise*.

So, with that all being said, it's good that i'm here, and i expect to be discharged within a couple weeks.
~Mark

Additional -optional- reading of excerpts from past Journal entries:  ;)

October 26, 2010
Dear Flower,

I guess i'll start by asking a question or two. Do you believe in God? Do you and your family go to church? I've been teaching Brooklyn to pray for the last year or two. Every time i pray i can feel the presence of the Divine absorbing and receiving my prayer....One time, while prayer with Brooklyn, i could feel her sincerity and the Lord receiving her prayer as well.

~ Mark